top of rock bottom *zach

[adelaide rou flynn]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework hogsmeade was a place that adele could disappear to for hours on end for the weekend, she would visit many different places and just forget about her cares. her mind was an awful place to be for a while and she needed time to try and put herself in a positive mood. today, she was going to hogshead to have a butterbeer. her stomach craved food but a little drink wouldn't hurt her figure too much. she would probably end up eating something there, they had a lot of different types of small pastries there to eat they all looked so good too. adele's shoes clicked on the cobblestone pavement as she had a small bag of candy from honeydukes in her right hand. it made noises as it tossed from side to side, she heard duke wanted some pumpkin pasties so she picked up some to bring back for him. it was a nice surprise but she wanted to do something nice for her friend. she opened the door gingerly to hogshead and a gush of air lifted her hair, tossing it and making tiny knots. adele looked around, she didn't see anyone she knew. she breathed a sigh of relief, she had been avoiding one of her close friend zach lately. she didn't want to see his look of disappointment that her condition had gotten worse. zach would notice the change not only her body conveyed but it was plastered across her face. she continued to walk across the room and to a corner in the table, she kindly asked the server to bring her a butterbeer. she was alone, which was always her worst nightmare but at least she would enjoy one of her favourite treats. the server set it down infront of her, she thanked him and took a sip. it settled down in her stomach, making her uncomfortable that she was drinking a liquid on an empty stomach. adele took a deep breath and exhaled, she tried to keep her thoughts away from the fact that this drink was loaded with sugar that would make her fat. come on let your colours burst tagged zachy words --- muse alright notes none credits irisheyes of C.20

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[zachariah kale quenton]

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zach had been spending a ton of his time just exploring the castle and places around it. everywhere that he went, he had a vague memory of being there, just couldn't remember when or why or even who he'd been with. he never once questioned why everything since third year seemed to be a blur. all he questioned was why his mother was sending him letters saying she was glad he was doing better. maybe he'd gotten a case of amnesia third year during quidditch, and that's why everything seemed weird. whatever had happened, though, made zach feel like a whole new man. he was flirting and smiling like he never had before, and he felt so fresh. as zach sat in the hufflepuff common room, he checked out a few of the girls, before realizing he really didn't feel like sitting around all day. he got up and put his shoes on, and headed towards to castle's exit. a butterbeer and some lunch sounded good right about then, so zach headed towards hogshead as he neared hogsmeade.

when he entered, zach smiled at the worker before spotting a familiar face. he headed over to her table and hoped she wasn't waiting for anyone to join her. "mind if i join you?" he asked, sitting down before giving adele the opportunity to reply. "a beautiful girl should never have to eat alone.. or drink alone, for that matter." he gave one of his famous half-smiles, his mouth curving up more in one direction than the other, causing his smile lines to prominently appear on that side. "still trying to decide what to eat? 'cause i'm thinking about ordering everything on the menu i'm so hungry." he could see how horrid adele looked, but he kept his mouth shut for the moment. he was going to get her to eat something before he left, he knew that for sure. when the server came over to the table, zach smiled and ordered a butterbeer and a variety of pastries, ready to practically inhale anything that was placed in front of him.

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[adelaide rou flynn]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework adele had known zach since she arrived at hogwarts, he had dated this girl named bailey. after their breakup he never seemed the same way. she wondered if he was going through some rough stuff just like she was. after her diagnosis of bulimia and anorexia she never really felt the same either. everything became real when they told her the risks if she kept this up. adele had been in and out of hospitals for malnutrition and random blackouts she received from being so weak and dizzy. she'd wake up after a couple of days and realize the doctors stuffed her with a feeding tube. adele hated being force fed, it made her not want to eat after she left the hospital. she sighed to herself and took another sip of her butterbeer, the taste of it sweet on her tongue. she knew the consequence of drinking such a sugary drink but her body craved nutrients in any form, sugar was her best friend right now giving her energy. adele hadn't been paying attention to who was entering and who was leaving. the door swung open and shut letting people leave and enter as they wished. she knew that nobody would be in here at this time. it was the awkward time between lunch and supper where no one was hungry just yet. she suddenly hear a familiar voice that made her jump slightly. she looked up and saw the familiar brown hair and warm smile of her close friend zach. her expression went tense but then it relaxed, "of course i don't mind." adele smiled back and she was really nervous to see him. "aw, you're too sweet zach." she said as his famous half smile appeared on his face. adele knew that smile just too well. "i-i ate before i left the castle." she answered simply, she looked at him and then turned away. adele hated lying and she was no good at it either. "i'm sure you could eat the whole menu if you could zach." she laughed lightly to herself before sipping her drink. "i haven't seen you around the castle, i've missed you. how have you been?" adele's sentence was half true, she missed zach but in truth she was just avoiding him. she was scared to disappoint him, he was one of the few people she was afraid to disappoint.. come on let your colours burst tagged zachy words --- muse alright notes none credits irisheyes of C.20

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[zachariah kale quenton]

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to zach, nothing was really new in his life other than constantly wondering why he never dated quite a few girls he recalled flirting with in the past. he felt as if he was floating through the last few years, but he figured that maybe he'd gone to a party the other night or something, because he really didn't remember much at all from that night. so he must have been drinking, or something. all he knew was that whatever he had done made him feel so free and full of life, like he never had before. he was always smiling, even through the awkward glances from those around him. the looks told him he looked completely insane, but he really didn't care. if he was insane, he liked it, because he had no worries in the world, other than the usual ones for his mother back in ireland, who was back home after another trip to the hospital to make sure that her cancer hadn't appeared yet again. that woman was the strongest person he knew, and he always wondered how she handled it all.

zach rolled his eyes, but he was smiling. "no such thing as too sweet, sugar." he smirked, before his look turned serious. he raised an eyebrow, examining her. she looked sick, and he didn't like that. "don't lie to me, del." zach had never liked when people lied to him, and adelaide had never been particularly good at it, either. "i'm splitting everything with you, and i'll hold you captive until you eat everything i put in front of you. no negotiating, mate." he wasn't about to let her shrivel up, and she looked as if the wind could blow her over in an instant. zach noticed the subject change, and shrugged. "i haven't seen much of you either.. saddens my little irish heart. haven't been up to much, that i can remember. i must've been drinking a little too much, a lot seems to be a big blur." zach shrugged again gently, a small grin on his lips, though his eyes were watching her carefully.

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[adelaide rou flynn]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework adele had a few past relationships, those never lasted long. she always got insecure and felt the need to break them free of the bind they shared. she never wanted to get too close to people that she relied on them. she just washed them out of her life when she started to feel a real connection towards them. either that or they were all wrong for her and she realized that. her mind went through all her past relationships or flings, she never realized how many there actually were. most would think it wasn't that many but to adele it was a lot of mistrials. she then thought about her current interest, his name was duke and they met whilst in her rehab center years and years ago. she hadn't seen him in a while and they were really close friends. adele wondered if he was ignoring her or avoiding her. she realized that feeling felt awful and she had been doing the same thing to zach. there was an apology she owed to him. she felt the pit of her stomach sink, not in the hungry way but in the bad feeling/guilt way. mixed with the hunger pains and the anxiety she felt it wasn't the best mixture. adele watched as zach rolled his eyes whilst smiling. she laughed lightly at this gesture and covered her mouth with her hand. she let her hand drop and rest on her lap delicately. as she glanced over to zach her smile faded as she saw him running his eyes over her body's condition. his face grew more serious and hers did too. the joking mood had now gone sour and all because of her. she sighed at zach's remark, "i'm sorry, i hate lying." she said shaking her head slightly. "fine, i'll eat something. only because i know you're not kidding about not letting me leave." she smiled hoping that this would go down easy. she knew zach had a sweet tooth and ordered some sugary treats off the menu. this would mean a trip to the bathroom before they left, she wouldn't be able to let that food actually get fully digested. "saddens my heart too. you always seem to forget everything when you drink." she said, "maybe you should take a break every now and then." she suggested smiling. the waiter came around and handed zach his drink and had a plate filled with pastries that he set down infront of them. she took a gulp and let the scent of the treats enter her nose, they smelled delicious but there was no way she'd eat those by choice. adele smiled nervously towards zach and sipped her drink trying to forget about her hunger. "they look really good." she said her voice shaky. come on let your colours burst tagged zachy words --- muse alright notes none credits irisheyes of C.20

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[zachariah kale quenton]

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for the life of him, zach couldn't remember who his last girlfriend was. had he really stayed single his entire time at hogwarts? maybe he was hooking up with people when he was incompetantly drunk, for all he knew. but zach didn't just not remember being drunk, he didn't remember getting drunk. yes, he was irish, and he drank quite often, but he could never actually recall the drinking part of getting drunk. he didn't know what was going on in his mind most of the time, and it seemed like that all the way back to third year. most people were clear in his mind, but events and places just had a fog coating them. he should probably have talked to someone about it, but maybe the bits and pieces are missing for a reason and he should just accept it and move on. and that was exactly what he was going to do.

along with all of the sugary treats, zach had ordered three croissants, which was one of his favorites, and when all of the food finally arrived, he was practically drooling. zach looked to adele and shrugged. "i'll take a break from drinking if you promise to eat more. you're practically skin and bones, love." he took his knife and began cutting everything in half, moving them around on the plates. before he knew it, half of everything was in front of him, and the other half was in front of adele. "you don't have to eat it all, but i expect at least half of what i gave you to be in your skinny little stomach. deal?" he raised an eyebrow before shoving a half of a pastry into his mouth and chewing. he swallowed, and smiled to adele. he didn't understand why girls always made a huge deal about being skinny. he, personally, liked a girl with curves.

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[adelaide rou flynn]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: f9f9f9; border: #d96a70 solid 10px; width: 420px; padding: 15 5 15 5px;] cos baby you're a firework adele wasn't much of a drinker, she was concerned most times seeing zach really drunk at a party. she probably could count on one had how many times she had gotten wasted, it was probably just to escape from the harsh reality she faced everyday in the mirror. she liked the feeling of it, it was invigorating. the downfall to drinking was she got a horrible hangover the next day that left her puking her guts out. drinking on an empty stomach was probably the cause of that. she became a more social person when she was drunk, she liked herself better. people seemed to like her better at parties, she tried her best from now on just to stop drinking. she had an addictive personality and she had enough things to worry about. a drinking problem would make her parents a hundred times more frustrated with her. adele would just remain the one always taking care of her friends when they were drunk. she didn't mind this role since she got a chuckle out of the crazy things they said. adele smiled but it quickly faded, "zach, i think both of us know you're not gonna stop drinking and i won't start eating normally ever." she said truthfully, she had told zach about her eating disorder after they grew close in their first year at hogwarts. she knew she was being brutally honest with him, she was comfortable enough to share her inner thoughts with zach. adele nervously watched as he sliced everything in half infront of them. she looked over everything and it looked delicious, her body wanted food more than anything but her mind was racing with what effects it would have on her body. adele gulped and looked down at what was laid out before her. "o-okay." she said nervously, her anxiety was at level ten at this point. zach knew how hard it was for her to eat and it took her a while to wrap her mind around actually consuming something. she watched as zach took a bit of a pastry with no problem. her hand was quivering as it inched forward towards a doughy bun that was drizzled with chocolate. she picked it up, it shook as she brought it to her mouth. adele stared at it for a couple of seconds before taking a small bite. she chewed and swallowed, "you have good taste with sweets." she said, her anxiety was still at it's peak. adele took another small bite of the treat and inside she couldn't help but feel guilty. "so still no luck with your memory?" adele asked, she knew he struggled with remembering certain things from the past. come on let your colours burst tagged zachy words --- muse alright notes none credits irisheyes of C.20

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